Spain... here I come!!! Urgh! Maybe not...

I was seriously ready to pack up and go the other day. I had it all planned out. I was going to Spain. The only thing that stopped me booking a ticket was that I had no money!

But when I woke up the next morning, I realised that I would be leaving too much behind if I did go. There is my Mum, my Grandad and my Aunt, my friends and other people that care about me.

So now I am confused. Part of me wants to go, but another part of me tells me that I only want to go if I can take the people that I care about with me, because I don't actually want to leave them behind.

I just don't know.