It's complicated and hard

I have calmed down a bit since I last wrote. I don't want to explain any more on here at the moment either. It's just complicated...


It was Father's Day yesterday, which was hard. I had to remain calm and civilised because of Grandad, but on the other hand I just wanted to shout and scream and say "my dad is not here, what's the point?". But there is not really any point to doing that either.


People think that I am odd because I can see those 3D hidden images really quickly. I don't know why I can, just practice I suppose. Pah. I'll write again.