Assessment

Sarah-Louise has just been into the shop. It was interesting to talk to her. She had her uni summer ball and it made me think about what I want to do with my life. I still have dreams of going to university, but I am not sure if it is really what I want to do.


My aunt is a loon. Last night she said "If you want to see if something is working you have to suck it!" and


I have been looking on things like myspace and bebo for people that I know. So many of the people that I was at school with seem to have grown up whereas I don't seem to have. Pah!

It's complicated and hard

I have calmed down a bit since I last wrote. I don't want to explain any more on here at the moment either. It's just complicated...


It was Father's Day yesterday, which was hard. I had to remain calm and civilised because of Grandad, but on the other hand I just wanted to shout and scream and say "my dad is not here, what's the point?". But there is not really any point to doing that either.


People think that I am odd because I can see those 3D hidden images really quickly. I don't know why I can, just practice I suppose. Pah. I'll write again.

I can't help falling in love with you!

I have to say this... I am falling in love with you! Ha ha ha! NO!

But in all seriousness, I am falling in love, with someone that I shouldn't be... and they don't know. And it is hard, to fall for someone who if I were to date them, it would create a big mess.

You have to stay apart. Remember that.

A game recommendation

I have been playing a really great game online recently. It is called Human Age.

You guide a person through the ages of history so that they can evolve. I'm finding it hard to explain so check it out!
Oh, if you do sign up, say that Morriganna recommended the game to you :)

Just me

I haven't written here in ages. I have been a bit busy. I started with the script frenzy thing. I can't remember if I wrote about it, so I will do it again (if I did in the first place).

Script Frenzy is a month where you write a 20,000 word script. I haven't worked on it in ages, so I don't know if I will actually get 20,000 words. You know what it is like, where you get to a point where you really want to do something, yet something else manages to get in the way. It's like that.

Did that make any sense to anyone else? I just started typing manically!

I am feeling incredibly ratty today. I seem to be snapping at everyone. I am trying to be civilised, yet everything seems to be going wrong. Maybe there are more things going right than I realise, they just seem wrong because I am being negative.

I stayed up to 3:00am the other morning. Tommy was on the TV and I decided that I would stay up and watch it. when it ended I wasn't tired, so I decided to stay up and watch random programmes. By the time I decided to go to bed, I looked at the clock and it was 3:00am. Eeep!

My mums friend has started to try and set me up with a person that we both know. It is dreadfully annoying, because I am just not that interested in him. Sure, he is good looking and we have such similar personalities that we could be peas from the same pod, but I am just not interested in him in that way. But I don't know how to tell her that I am not, so she will stop. And now my mum has started on at me about it. There are times when I wish that other people would stop trying to live my life for me, but maybe I let them do it too much.